I'm feeling kind of blah today. I realize watching too much news can affect the way I feel. All the unrest around the world & people fighting or protesting for a better life, the natural disasters (there was an earthquake in Burma this week too), deaths - everything feels so hopeless sometimes. Then I also learned a few things personally this week & it has just added to my, "what's the point?" thinking. Things truly are beyond our control, aren't they? So why does it bother me so much? Why can't I be one of those people who can let things slide off my back and not give a fuck? I guess that is what makes us all human? Life really sucks sometimes and why does it seem it's the people who don't deserve it sucking, have it suck the most? I'd like to have that conversation with whatever-higher-powers-that-be are up there, one day.
Not that I'm an obsessive "green" person, but I'd like to think I do my part to try & keep this planet healthy & around after I die by recycling most everything & walking or TTC-ing it everywhere, when I can. Yesterday during Earth Hour I did switch off the electricity while I was having a yummy meal with one of my oldest friends (21 years and counting) & chatting (and drinking...).
I was craving Roast Beef this weekend. It has been a while since I've had beef. Very hard to come by in Burma, not surprisingly, and at home, believe it or not, I am not a huge meat eater. Maybe once a week, if I'm lucky. I try to eat a lot of legumes & fish (try, being the key word). So I decided to make a proper Roast Beef Dinner last night with all the fixings.
My playlist last night?
I have to thank pepperminttina (who I discovered via blogging but who I have lost touch with, and this makes me sad) for introducing me to Rachael Yamagata. I love this song.
Honestly, other than, you know, his Jessie's Girl back in the '80s, I hadn't listened to a Rick Springfield song in decades but somehow heard this song online a few years ago and bought this CD. I like it, for some reason. But I haven't listened or purchased any of his CDs since.
Most are more familiar with her brother, Rufus, but I do like Martha Wainwright and think she is talented in her own right. Her, and Serena Ryder, below, were my Canadian content for the night. Ha.
And of course, Ryuichi Sakamoto, who never leaves my playlist. I think I could listen to him 24/7.
My favourite Glenn Miller song. You can imagine how weird I was considered, listening to this stuff when I was young. Not that I'm old! At least I don't think I am! I've always had an affinity for all things from the 1920's to 1940's. Music, clothes, movies.
I have to say, nothing can pick up my mood like listening to music that I love.
And the OCD in me is, once again, letting go of the fact there are too many spaces in this post, and they are off!



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